I have to ask this; other than the crime of entering the United States illegally what crime have these people committed? Have they killed anyone? Have they raped or passed bad checks? Other than entering illegally what nefarious deed have they committed? What have they done that deserves death?
Or is it because they are the wrong people? The wrong race, the wrong ethnicity? Is it because they threaten our purity, and what purity are you talking about?
We’re hybrids for crying out loud. At least three kinds, and there may be more we don’t know about yet. We’re mutts dammit, and you can just get over it.
And the last I’ve heard we’re losing people. We don’t have enough births to replace out deaths. We need immigrants just to replace our losses, much less grow our population. Our long are we going to be a country if we don’t replace our fatalities?
We need the people, we need what they provide, and if that gives you tizzies, then rant and rave and shit your pants. I say welcome to them all, and you can crawl off in a sewer and die if that makes you piss your pants.
Before we get started let me point out that the term “nigger” has nothing to do with race; it has more to do with how a person is treated, which is shabbily.
The first problem has to do with accessing the Internet at this location. I’m supposed to do it from the ground floor café, but at the moment that has been sprayed for pest so the wifi is not available there. And wifi is not always available anywhere outside the café. Which makes it just about impossible to communicate with you.
The next problem has to do with management at this complex, Solari Ent., and Web Pass, who provide web access service. From what I can see, they conspired to impede any web access other than theirs under the assumption everybody can afford a fee of $60 a month.
Then comes the Alpha Project of San Diego and San Diego county, who have a phobia about being wrong. I am an autistic, a severe autistic as near as I can tell along with what I’d call sever apnea—people, when you stop breathing in your sleep every 5 or 6 minutes I’d say that was severe. In the assessment I was given to fill out I thought I could handle matters. I was wrong. The country refuses to accept that.
Well I have learned better, and they can fucking well learn better no matter how much it hurts. I was wrong and they were wrong, and they can learn to accept being wrong and correcting their mistakes.
It looks like this, I’m going to be on the street again; most likely by March 1st of this year. And yes, Ms. Stickler you assumed wrong. Being a high functioning autistic doesn’t mean I’m a totally functioning autistic. I still get overwhelmed and you can’t stop it, Ms. Spanos. It is a disability, and a disability disables.
Apparently I’ve been selected for a housing project. I’m going to find out why I haven’t been told. Until I learn better I’m going to assume I’m shit out of luck, and that because of the greed and cowardice of certain parties. Until I can write again the is Nigger Alan wishing you a good day.
I find I need to get things, but I can’t always find them on-line.
First, I have osteoarthritis in hips and knees, with my left knee being the worst. I need a knee brace to support that joint, and while there are plenty out there who use velcro to secure the straps, velcro wears out. I need a brace that uses buckles to secure the straps because I can’t afford to keep replacing the damn things whenever they wear out.
The rest I can find, but I just can’t afford them. They are.
A taller bed frame. The one I have now is just ankle high, and with my arthritis and apnea that makes it hard to get out of bed. On top of which the slats are weak and a number have broken. Something like a futon couch with a steel frame would work a lot better.
To go with a new frame a night table for my cpap would help a whole lot.
Since it’s likely to be a while until I get a better apartment a full sized refrigerator would do me a world of good. As would a counter top oven to make up for the lack of one in my current digs. A microwave is not a substitute.
OTOH, I should be getting the cpap in a few months, when I do I’ll be able to breath better and have the energy to get out and participate in life and lose weight. In addition, at the end of the month I should have a functioning modem and be able to stay on line without getting knocked off by crap equipment.
Last but not least, looks like I’m going to be an employer. Oh, Medicaid pays for it, but I get to do the inquiries and interview, and I don’t know how to do that. So if you have any valid advice—and you live in San Diego—please tell me. Autism is a nasty disability and I know damn well I need help.
In Feb. I’m hoping to get a used MacBook. When I have a MacBook I won’t have to put up with Microsoft’s shit any more. Along with a better computer I’ll have working wifi and be able to get serious about publishing on-line for once.
I’m also getting in home assistance to compensate for my autism. Somebody who’ll help me get from getting overwhelmed. Getting the cpap also means I’ll have more energy to work with.
But back to the MacBook; Thanks to the Alpha Project I may have the money for it, but you are quite welcome to help with the investment. I may get help with the rent here, and if the word I got was good I maybe moving to a better place sometime in the near future. A place with a real kitchen for one. If you do want to help with the purchase you can use the donation button below.
In addition, with the cpap I should be able to go to a clubhouse just up the street so I won’t be as isolated as I am now. Here’ hoping.