My heart is bad and my knees and hips hurt, I could use a walker to get around with, but I don’t really have the money. My wishlist is here, and what I’m really hoping for is the walker. Make it possible for me to get outside and get some sunlight.
I’m having a crisis. At the moment I’m getting the news some necessary matters are not being dealt with, and that thanks to one party I don’t appear to qualify for a program I do need in order to function.
That party is my doctor, my primary care physician. The first problem I see him having is his unwillingness to understand and appreciate the problems afib presents to an older man like me. With the autism I find it hard to take care of myself, and he won’t listen to that. So when I’m done with that I’m going to see about getting a new doctor.
After that I’ll be looking into seeing a counselor or therapist on an emergency basis, to see if they can help. I may end up hospitalized, but then again the way the mental health industry is acting that may be the worst thing that can happen.
Sorry to gloom your day, but I just had to get this out.
Just need to persevere.
I thought I was going to do things, but then the melt down hit. Not a major melt down, but still something I can’t ignore or override. Speaking as an autistic we may glow, but that glow can be blinding. So it’s off to chill and let this pass.
At present I have some 4,000 subscribers to this blog. If each one donated just $1 then I’d have enough for an iMac and I wouldn’t have to put up with the piece of shit I’m currently using. At $5 each I’d be able to get a scooter to ride around on, better clothes, and other stuff.
Ladies and gents, if you like what I present here feel free to encourage me.
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I can only conclude that this went by air. It will make it from Vernon CA by truck, but you never know.
I can only conclude that I can’t get CalFresh thanks to my autism because of the stress. I can’t make it in the morning, only in the afternoon, and the county doesn’t want to hear that.
I’m currently working on what I thought was going to be a blog post, but which is turning into something a bit bigger. Right now I’m writing it long hand into a composition book, after which it will be typed up and formatted in MS Word, then converted to a PDF and that embedded in a post. So I am working on this blog, but it’s taking me awhile.
The essay is on an old subject with me, that of magick in a world where magick works. In addition, I have something to say of how science applies to working magick. But to understand that it helps to know just how science works, and that I will cover in this essay.
Hope to get it to you soon.
Soon, I do hope, my iMac will be arriving at my door. The bad news is, until it does arrive I’ll be stuck using this piece of crap. I’ve got news for some people, your equipment don’t need to be so dang sensitive.
I’ll just bet that there’s a circle of Hell just for those who accept bad advice, and in it the inhabitants are perpetually in the dark.
I honestly and truly could use a donation of $20.00 US. This will insure I do have the money for a refurbished Mac. Thank you.
(And I really do need to replace this POS HP.)
And then I get a deposit of a penny short of $40, so I’m safe. But if you feel like donating I won’t complain.