Before we get started let me point out that the term “nigger” has nothing to do with race; it has more to do with how a person is treated, which is shabbily.
The first problem has to do with accessing the Internet at this location. I’m supposed to do it from the ground floor café, but at the moment that has been sprayed for pest so the wifi is not available there. And wifi is not always available anywhere outside the café. Which makes it just about impossible to communicate with you.
The next problem has to do with management at this complex, Solari Ent., and Web Pass, who provide web access service. From what I can see, they conspired to impede any web access other than theirs under the assumption everybody can afford a fee of $60 a month.
Then comes the Alpha Project of San Diego and San Diego county, who have a phobia about being wrong. I am an autistic, a severe autistic as near as I can tell along with what I’d call sever apnea—people, when you stop breathing in your sleep every 5 or 6 minutes I’d say that was severe. In the assessment I was given to fill out I thought I could handle matters. I was wrong. The country refuses to accept that.
Well I have learned better, and they can fucking well learn better no matter how much it hurts. I was wrong and they were wrong, and they can learn to accept being wrong and correcting their mistakes.
It looks like this, I’m going to be on the street again; most likely by March 1st of this year. And yes, Ms. Stickler you assumed wrong. Being a high functioning autistic doesn’t mean I’m a totally functioning autistic. I still get overwhelmed and you can’t stop it, Ms. Spanos. It is a disability, and a disability disables.
Apparently I’ve been selected for a housing project. I’m going to find out why I haven’t been told. Until I learn better I’m going to assume I’m shit out of luck, and that because of the greed and cowardice of certain parties. Until I can write again the is Nigger Alan wishing you a good day.
There are none so blind as those who will not see